I’m a very shy person. It’s very hard for me to interact with people and it costs me tremendous amount of energy and nerves. Sometimes it’s hard to interact even with my life-long friends, forget about making new acquaintances.  Becayse of that, it’s so much more hurtful that the only people besides my family who I feel close to, just forget about me. I’m used to it by now, but sometimes it hurts nonetheless.